the future is not ours to see

年初二的凌晨, 我看了一篇寫在昨日內容與我毫不相干的網誌, 後來我竟然去看"A Single Man”(在年初二的凌晨), 然後, 我終於哭了。


"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think.

And things seem so sharp, and the world seems so fresh, as though it had all just come into existence.

I can never make these moments last.

I cling to them but like everything they fade.

I've lived my life on the moments.

They pull me back to the present.

And I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.

And just like that it came."



有時候, 我恨自己對一些事一些情一些人太投入。